Seems over the last decade I met a lot of good folks ... and now, they all have gone away ... or maybe I did. Guess, its time to reconsider my life journey ... once again ... who to connect with, or reconnect with, or disconnect with, and/or why there has been such a disconnect over the last year or two in particular.
Also what to do ... or rather offer ... and how I want, or prefer, to spend my time as this phase of life makes me acutely aware of the remaining 10, 20 or 30 years potentially ahead of me.
This city feels dead to me ... no connections anymore or blossoming opportunities. Nothing left but a few sputtering burps of the last remnants of what "Flow" I was used to here. So, it must be the end as I have known it, as it serves me no more. Every avenue of using my talents, gifts and abilities that I have pursued, over the last year or so have continually had unexpected and un-correctable obstructions and delays ... as well as, a general lack of interest by the public.
I anticipated this city be much more creative than I have experienced. Most projects I have been a part of became monotonously the same pragmatic thing over and over again. When anything I do, or projects I work on become predictably repetitive ... I get bored quickly. I seek to work with, collaborate with, others to solve "the puzzle". And if there is no puzzle then its time to just do whatever I desire, until another good puzzle comes up!! More simply put ... I hate "busy work" for busy works sake. That is a waste of time ... or more appropriately, my time. Just not interested in doing it anymore.
Where are the visionaries?
The new paradigm architects, designers and builders? Builders of healing space and places? Ascension Centers and Chambers? Galactic Conference Centers and teleportation sites? Who are the builders and creative innovators of the new versions of Stonehenge, or the updated version of using pyramids.
Where are the folks who honor the human being first, versus the assumption "you" are only a commodity in a business transaction. Where are those that treasure and honor the desire, if nothing else, to be the craftsman, the artist?
Are they only seen, expressed and created in the deep of a woods over some weekend event or across the barren desert playa? I hope not.
I know I still have much to offer, in many different areas and venues. I may not be the best, but I do my best. I love design. Designing excites me. Especially designing the look and energetic feel of a space or place. But also, being a major influence in creating that designed thing, space or place.
I am a good energy healer and energy sensitive ... and I am actually a good mentor or teacher about subtle energies and energy fields ... and numerology.
I have a good intuitive/psychic sense .. so much so, that I receive and get often insights and information in the moment about many things i have not studied, or been shown, or taught but "get" ... as I need it. Numerous times info that is contrary to what someone felt was the best approach or technique, and other times about broad universal cosmic concepts that is sometime later brought out to the general public by some more well-known "channel" or "pyschic"
I like and enjoy photography, and have a good eye for the composition, colors and shapes of a indoor or outdoor scene. It would be fun to do more videos
The saddest thing for me is ...with all this to offer ... I find over and over again ... I seem to be completely out of sync with the general public, with their mindset, programming, beliefs, expectations ... and what most can even envision or grasp. I know I need to be around very intuitive/psychic people. People who are ascension oriented, spiritually oriented in a galactic sense. I know that I need, want and desire to interact, be around, and do business with, those highly creative individuals who call themselves ... lightworkers, starseeds and spiritual warriors of the Light. I know you are out there, and here, and in every industry.
Where are you ? i want to connect ... now, more so than ever.
And lastly ... now that what has been, is no longer for me here ... if it is not feasible or appropriate to recreate another duration of "flow", here... that it might be time to relocate to the last place/location, I have been aware of since my early 30's, that was scripted to be a part of my "life journey" ... somewhere in Lumeria.
But I'll leave open the possibility to spend time in the south pacific, or the orient, or some other exotic place ... or ha ha ha ... Arkansas, where there are many underground crystals, and the land of a ton of fresh water lakes.
-- Rich Havas 10/4/2014